What a feeling - to stand in view of the demise of all that life was once to be. And not with a bang, but with a whimper. I am finding myself further and further away with each passing day: a silent demise. A demise of what? Everything I previously lived for, everything I previously defined myself through, everything that was previously "I".
I'm frustrated, lost, confused, and at times overcome by feelings of homelessness. But I continue on because I must - I must be honest with myself.
Tuesday, December 20, 2005
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Hey there. Total stranger here. Found you via the "Next Blog" feature...
Please share more regarding what you "previously lived for" and what you "previously defined [yourself] through."
I am in the middle of a very strange new season of life and I wonder if we have some things in common.
If you are curious to know what I'm talking about you are welcome to check out my blog. Its not SOLELY about my life struggle, there are other less serious posts. A good summary of the serious stuff can be found here: Written Confession
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